Sitting here eating pumpkin pancakes on this last gorgeous Saturday morning ever in July 2010. July 31.

Sadly, I didn't do hardly any of my July goals- get hired a full time job (but i got a great new gig)

or lose another 10 pounds (i lost a couple tho) i am getting stronger with my walking and running and lifting.

I have to say this is one of the best summers I have ever had. I am in Avalon a lot this summer and enjoying the sun and relaxing. I do a lot of work in the mornings, and go out at night. I've had to make things work in my life, and so far, I am surviving. Ya gotta do what ya gotta do.

Sometimes the path you thought you needed to be on segues into another path- the path you are meant to be on, and that is the right path. Just sometimes all you need to know is what you are going to do next- not a plan for your whole life!

food update on the AV 7 Mile

As a newcomer to Avalon, New Jersey, I’m quickly finding new places I want to frequent, and the Seven Mile Island Deli is a place that I have finding myself at nearly every day I am on the 7Mile. The owner is super-gracious and friendly and makes amazing food- my favorite being the hot ham and cheese panini. I won’t give away the secret to this delicious sandwich, but I highly suggest getting yourself to the Seven Mile at 3101 Dune Drive, #107. You’ll love it!

Thinking...

It is funny how some things some days fall into place, or I think they will, and other opportunities pop up. That's where I feel right now. At a crossroads, not huge but still significant, and also quite good. WOuldn't hurt to change things up a bit. New people have entered my life and I feel quite hopeful and happy.

You gotta make your own way in the world and it is important who is there beside you while doing it!

Off to the beach today. Been working all week while on vacation- time literally has been going too fast this week but it has been a good one.

vacation

Lazy days at the shore were fabulous (ice cream! beachfront with pool! family and friends! comfy bed!), and for the first time, I didn't mind coming home.

some days it's so much easier to stay at the shore, not think of my house or looking for a full-time job, but i realize i pretty much have carved out a different life for myself.

Working a bit of retail, writing a lot, having fun with friends and family and still paying off bill. and genuinely enjoying summer. Also, losing 20 pounds really helps with the confidence. i got some new clothes and i look pretty good!

Also- Blood pressure down!!!!